Tuesday, October 19, 2010
somethings that really make me fell very very angry....
PROBLEM 1
why cant parent stand in our shoe and think?
why cant we choose things that we like?
why parent must force us doing thing that we dont like?
i know parents do this do that is for our own good but parents is still humans! humans do make mistake and only we have to say sorry but why parents dont?! so what if u are my mom? u use to teach us who ever start a fight first is wrong but the other party hit back are also wrong too and U DID!!!!
i did tell u that i dont like that place but why all of u keep forcing me?! the more u force the more it will repel!
PROBLEM 2
why cant u just tell me u dont want me to follow u?
must u hide here hide there? u think i cannot see ar? PLZ im not dumb ok!! i can see!! im not that kind of person very narrow minded ok! just tell me in my face! it make me feel so hurt when i saw u do this u know!
PROBLEM 3
why cant u trust me? i said i didn't touch your iphone but why must u say those hurt full words! i really hurt me alot you know! i was shock that u will say all this words!
SUMMARY
all this problem is causing a very very deep cut down my heart! now all the food i ert is equal to eating food like a super plain and cold bun although the food is serve warm... making me lost of appetite and not enough sleep. there is once a dream... i dream of all my problem is gone but when i wake up and found out its just a dream... i really really dont feel like staying anymore but if i do it, all my friends and teachers will be very very disappointed so i have decided to put everything aside or the best is to give up....
I want to thanks sherrin, ern chi, elizabeth and kai yang for listing to me.... special thanks to ERN CHI!! sorry for keep scolding u when im angry... thank you very much! XD
|[ hacku | 10:40 PM ]|
Sunday, July 18, 2010
WTH!! i donno how to change blog skin! grrrrrrrrrr......... nvm! no time to waste just to find out how to change the skin! em...... now a days i will be super busy so if i never update than........ haha =) Got Racial Harmony Day, Shooting Camp, Laser Quest planning, HW...... haix everyday all pack full full lol =( ai bo pian.... who tell us living in Singapore.... nvm JY!!!! haix got no time to think about her... but got a little bit time thinking about her la... haha =) now i will try to upload pic cos i never try before... haha i know im dumb... haha =) okok need go home liao now at cc haha =) byebye =)
P.S hope we can talk more and meet up more... (im still waiting for the day to come)
|[ hacku | 8:12 PM ]|
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
today i was very moody.... but after sotong ans my question and she try to make me happy. im sorry to all my friends that i make u ppl worried..... i just want to tell u all im fine :) the students in Singapore are getting more and more stress as the teachers keep giving hw and the PARENTS stressing their children to keep on study and study.... even when u sick, they will still tell u to study. we are not a robot!! we are humans! we all also need to rest..... i suddently feel that what the point of studying so hard? i really dont wish to stay in the city anymore..... i maybe will move to the countryside and live...... hope that parents can put themself in our shoe and think.....
P.S she only reply one.... and today T talk to me :) haha (im still waiting for that day to come.....)
|[ hacku | 11:38 PM ]|
I will try to change blog skin and music so ya wait lol =)
|[ hacku | 1:39 AM ]|
Its so long that i have never post anything at my blog........ i hope i can continue to update my blog if i free and i really have the need to share my feeling to the others who will visit my blog......
Today i tell somebody who i call her a sotong something which i cannot make up my mind. She help me to so call 'solve' the problem but i still thinking what to do..... she the first one to know this but i donno why i told her....... Since the first day of sch after the June holiday, there another girl that i call her T seem to be ignoring me which turn my mood down..... I know that I love you, but I don't have the courage to tell you . I am afraid of losing you, so I rather not say anything . How do I settle this, happiness that is in my hands. I hate myself, for being so helpless .........
Who am i? What Im going to do? What Im thinking? Do i really think too much?........
P.S hope that she can ans my question....... (Im still waiting for that day.......)
|[ hacku | 1:02 AM ]|
Saturday, September 26, 2009
haha sorry for not updating for a long time. now exam coming hope everyone can reach there aim and go to class that they want to go to. ALL THE BEST! JIA YOU PPL!
|[ hacku | 12:17 PM ]|
Monday, July 20, 2009
haha today o com do hw so i post. today early in the morning go sch then train come too many ppl sian wait for the next train then saw alvin so we tok tok tok till train come then also tok tok tok till yishun than saw her donno is fate or what we took the same train. haha. then follow her walk to sch with alvin haha then bla bla bla then last lesson for me is LS her is MT then she tell me she sick got high tem wa scared me sia then i keep tell her drink water haha.(that why u need to eat veg and fruits) then ok liao after sch got to stay back then also wait for her haha then we tok tok tok then go home lol haha. bb gtg liao hope to post agian! :D
|[ hacku | 7:44 PM ]|
